Janelle SideriusA New BeginningEverything is still and quiet. I can hear the humming sound of the air conditioner turn on and I feel the cool air hit my skin on this...
Janelle SideriusMy Path To HappinessLiving. Breathing. Living and breathing every day is a luxury and eventually all of us will stop breathing and living one day. That day...
Janelle SideriusA Plan For DeathThe rain was splattering against the car windshield slowly at first, and then faster as I was trying to adjust the windshield wipers to...
Janelle SideriusA Lost Soul - Trying To Find The LightIt was a Saturday morning, and I was feeling energized and motivated. I was working on some yard work and noticed a broken sprinkler with...
Janelle SideriusDrink The Nice Bottle Of WineSo many perfect occasions came and went but we did not really see it as that. We were so busy with life, kids, and careers, we forgot to cel
Janelle SideriusCancer - Could I Really Have It Too?The doctor started saying the spots have changed. Most of the spots had increased in size and there were a lot more.
Janelle SideriusIt’s The Little Things That Hurt The MostThere are so many changes we are adjusting to as we maneuver through our life without Andrew. The little reminders of Andrew that I come ac
Janelle SideriusFour Months To Livehearing that Andrew had less than four months to live, I did not care how many phone calls I needed to make or how many times I needed to ex
Janelle SideriusA Birthday Wish – Celebrating Those We Love On Their Special DayThe candles were lit and it was so weird to sing “Happy Birthday” and for that person to not be there. I didn’t know where to look. My eyes
Janelle SideriusThe Strength of LoveI am not able to take this band off because there are so many memories wrapped around it. I compare this ring to an old vine that has grown
Janelle SideriusEmotions and Healthy GrievingI wanted to feel his touch and to hear his voice. I wanted him to tell me everything was going to be okay and I was worrying too much. I wan
Janelle SideriusWhat is love, loss & living?Love, loss & living is my story, our story, that I want to write about and share with the world. It is me trying to figure out our new norm